I became another drunk, thinking of suicide, sitting in little rooms for days with all the shades down, wondering what was out there and what was wrong with it- not knowing whether to blame it on my father or myself or them.
Charles Bukowski, Notes of a Dirty Old Man
More and more I’m thinking that the entire world is just an elaborate ‘Truman Show’ style set-up designed to goad me into suicide.
Everything is a disappointment
First listen to Sunbather… hmm, I dunno. Seems way too long with too many pointless interludes.
Hopefully it improves with multiple listens.